.: RamblingNonsense :.

.: Of opinions & etiquette :.

2008-11-16T09:55:00.007+08:00

Have you ever visited another country and have the local asking "Do you like the country?"

It seems like such a redundant question to ask a guest. How could any visitor to another land answer that question in any way but favourably?! Common social etiquette will naturally determine the answer else one risk being rude and unwelcomed.

However there are people who are very frank and open with their opinions; Malaysians, however, in general are not. Most of the time when the chef drops by the table to enquire about the food, they are usually met with a non-committed reply of standard polite comment that seems to be a template for most Malaysian.

The reason behind this nicety usually lie in the general characteristic of a typical Malaysian to not cause a fuss and have the spotlight on them. They would rather keep their opinion to themselves than put it out to be openly discussed and risk offending others with their thoughts.

However there are some, who are vocal and opinionated. These are but a rare breed of people among our culture where it seems almost a taboo to be vocally opinionated. Some may think they are excruciatingly blunt and lacking in common courtesy sometime. These people are refreshingly frank and honest and may sometime seem crass even; but they undoubtedly offer a different outlook to matters whether they are good or bad.

I think it's about time such taboo are banished and people start voicing out their opinions more, however it is always wise to take a minute or two to process what sort of repercussion your opinion may bring; and if the remark may be socially unacceptable. It's sort of like a balancing act of stating one's opinion and being mindful of others' feeling. After all, it's always nice to be polite!

However we must get rid of the notion of not stating our thoughts for the fear of being thrust into the bright dreadful spotlight!

.: Another false beginning :.

2008-11-02T08:47:00.011+08:00

I'm back! Or at least I intend to.

The idea of coming back to blog was toying around in my head and I thought to myself "What the heck, let's give it another go".

After all, I may not have anything brilliant to say, but its good to be able to go somewhere and rant.

The only downfall to this is that when I view back towards the stuff that I posted....oh how i cringe and wince at my own words. But it is pretty amusing to read back and be able to laugh at myself for various reasons. And I'm also glad that for all the nonsense that I have posted, they did serve their purpose of being a sort-of-journal.

With that said, I did a little bit of cleaning up the blog, where I got rid of a lot of script, banners, etc etc. At first I was looking to change the design of the blog but for now this will do. Furthermore I really do like the simplicity of the layout I got here! One major gripe though is I can't seem to get the comments to show no matter what I do. Hopefully I'll be able to get around to that soon.

Anyway, it's the "summer holiday" right now and Rambling-Nonsense is back!

.: Tarzan meet Jane :.

2007-04-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

Here's a funny joke that I came across on Friendster =)

Warning, joke may contain sexual elements and may be offensive to certain parties...TOO BAD FOR YOU THEN!!

When Jane initially met Tarzan in the
jungle, she was attracted to him, and
during her questions about his life, she
asked him how he had sex?

"Tarzan not know sex" he replied.

Jane explained to him what sex was.

Tarzan said "Oh, Tarzan use knot hole in
trunk of tree."

Horrified Jane said, "Tarzan you have it
all wrong, but I will show you how to do
it properly." She took off her clothing
and lay down on the ground. "Here" she
said, pointing to her privates, "you
must put it in here."

Tarzan removed his loincloth, showing
Jane his considerable manhood, stepped
closer to her and kicked her in the crotch!

Jane rolled around in agony for what
seemed like an eternity. Eventually she
managed to gasp for air and screamed
"What did you do that for?"

Tarzan replied, "check for squirrel."

.: Genius Letter :.

2007-04-03T00:45:00.001+08:00

Lately I've reduced this blog to a sort of outlet for myself to post stuff that i find interesting online or interesting stuff that i came across. The fact is, I doubt if i would actually be able to blog about myself. Unlike some of my friend, I find that i'm way too conscious about what others would find out about me to ever be able to blog freely like a certain someone >=)

Therefore until one day when i'll be able to blog freely about my inner thoughts without having to worry about consequences. Here's a little something that i find is an absolute genius of a letter.

Herbert A. Millington
Chair - Search Committee
412A Clarkson Hall, Whitson University
College Hill, MA  34109

Dear Professor Millington,

Thank you for your letter of March 16.  After careful consideration, I
regret to inform you that I am unable to accept your refusal to offer me
an assistant professor position in your department.

This year I have been particularly fortunate in receiving an unusually
large number of rejection letters.  With such a varied and promising field
of candidates, it is impossible for me to accept all refusals.

Despite Whitson's outstanding qualifications and previous experience in
rejecting applicants, I find that your rejection does not meet my needs at
this time.  Therefore, I will assume the position of assistant professor
in your department this August.  I look forward to seeing you then.

Best of luck in rejecting future applicants.

Sincerely,
Chris L. Jensen

Genius! Don't you agree?

.: Random Quote :.

2007-03-29T23:40:00.003+08:00

" I believe that only women are able to inflict such great emotional damage with such an innocuous phrase as, "I just want to be friends,"
- Joe Loong

Click on the quote above if you're bored

Truer words have not been spoken

.: Kids Are Darndest :.

2007-02-11T07:54:00.003+08:00

Take a minute or two and read through if you will. Kid really say the darndest thing. Love viewed from a completely naive, innocent and fresh perspective.

These are truisms that only kids can express. A group of
professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8
year-olds "What does love mean?"

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could
have imagined.

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over
and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for
her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too.
That's love."- Rebecca - age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is
different. You know that your name is safe in their
mouth."- Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving
cologne and they go out and smell each other." - Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your
French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
-Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes
a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
- Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of
kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My
mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss."
-Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop
opening presents and listen."- Bobby - age 5

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a
friend who you hate."- Nikka - age 6

"There are two kinds of love. Our love. God's love. But God
makes both kinds of them."- Jenny - age 4

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears
it everyday." -Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are
still friends even after they know each other so well."
-Tommy - age 6

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."
-Elaine - age 5

"Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says
he is handsomer than Robert Redford."- Chris - age 8

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."- Lauren - age 4

"Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she doesn't
think it's gross."- Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But
if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
-Jessica - age 8

.: Procastinating :.

2007-02-01T06:41:00.001+08:00

That's what I've been doing.. I've been meaning to update the blog about the 2 week long vacation I had in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.

But as usual, I've been putting it off due to various reasons.

1.) I still haven't got the photographs from the trip yet. The only pictures that I have are some pictures of the peak of Mount. Kinabalu sent to me by Erica and Charlotte from Hong Kong. Thanks a lot ladies!

2.) Did a lot of catching up once I got back from KK, hung out abit and enjoyed nightlife in KL >=)

3.) Rainer (the Sabahan dude) always complains that he gets ill everytime he flies from KK to KL. I never paid much attention to it or gave his word any credance...but you know what? It just might be true. Since coming back, I've been hit by the stomache bug, the flu, sore throat and cough...perhaps all his blabbering about haze in KL is true. One of the coolest thing about being in KK was that everywhere we went, we could see the sea just out there.

4.) I'm lazy.

So with that, stay tuned for my next update. Coz that's probably gonna be when I start posting up the pictures and give out more details about the KK trip.

.: Not so dull after All :.

2006-12-24T17:38:00.002+08:00

What a crazy week it has been lately. It all started on Monday from a trip to Malacca with Hun Wei, Roshida and Wei Sheong to visit Sharon since Hun Wei was gonna go back to Australia soon. It ended up with us sitting for hours in the Chicken Rice Ball shop, using soup as alcoholic substitute to play a drinking game, tag-team bowling in Mahkota Parade and erm.. more yumcha session in McD's.

Pictures stolen from Roshida's blog

Right after the trip, Hun Wei and I rushed off to join the pool tournament in Rack. Went pretty well too, both of us qualified on that day- and on Tuesday I made it into the last 8 while Hun Wei went out in the last 16, although his opponent in the first round is way tougher. Anyway I still have no idea who won the tournament.. will have to find out soon.

And on Thursday, headed over to Maison to celebrate Ai Rene's 21st birthday.... and I just gotta say.. Maison is crazy packed on Thursday.. and every 10 steps u take in that place you're bound to run into a familiar face. -_-
Poor Ai Rene is now asking for a 2nd birthday celebration since she couldn't remember a single thing from that night.. hahaha!

Anyway on Saturday there was the usual futsal session at night with Jin Aun and co...but I went over to Salmon Steak for dinner with Ai Rene and Amanda before that and they told me they were gonna go down to Genting... What else could i do? Say no to more road trips??

So right after futsal, I took a shower and drove to Genting with Lynn, Ai Rene, Amanda and Bryan in the car. Wei Sheong and Kevin went up in Wei Sheong's car and Pooi Mun and Yi Zin in another car. Blardy Yi Zin drive his Rav4 thinking it's a race car.. all the way to Genting and all the way back... thats why his car had to make pit stop 3 times with the engine overheating.. LOL! Turns out Po Joo and Derek was also up in Genting that night, although I didnt get to meet Po Joo, Derek did look us up in the casino.

We wrapped up the Genting trip with a drive to Klang for Bak Kut Teh, early in the morning! I never had Bak Kut Teh so early in the morning before, heck, we even beat the newspaper delivery guy by an hour!!! And to me, newspaper guy are like the people that wakes up the earliest..

All in all, it has been a crazy, tiring, kick-ass week. Just when i thought my life was getting extremely dull.

Add-ons: Imma gonna have to kill my sisters' puppy soon..wait.. my sis say its no longer a puppy since she caught him trying to hump her soft toys...errr oh well.. anyway.. the damn dog seem to haf found a spot to poop in my room.. it's now been 3 times in 3 days...ARGH!!!!

.: A funny note :.

2006-12-18T08:26:00.001+08:00

I got home today, and went straight to my laptop to check if anyone left me any messages on MSN while I was out...instead I found a msg written on the laptop's Notepad by my sister.

**A FRIENDLY REMINDER**

DICKSON!

I HAVE SPEND THE LAST 30 MINUTES CLEANING AND SCRUBBING THE TOILET FLOOR AND EVERY DAMN THING IN IT
SO YOU BETTER NOT MESS IT UP

IF YOU DO HAPPEN TO "ACCIDENTALLY" DIRTY IT..

ILL MAKE YOUR LIFE MISERABLE!

I SWEAR I WILL!

BECAUSE I USED "CLOROX" AND THE FUCKING SMELL IS STILL ON MY HAND.AND IT STINKS LIKE FUCK.
BUT IS ALL GOOD..BECAUSE WE HAVE CLEAN AND SHINY TOILET NOW!

TAKE GOOD CARE OF IT.BECAUSE MY HAND IS RUINED BECAUSE OF IT!

GOOD NIGHT!

=)

Amusing to say the least.

Neway, this message is not edited in any way.

For those wondering, yeah my sister and I share the same toilet connecting our rooms. And i really ought to say this.. she's the one messing the toilet up most of the time. Which is why i never clean it and she's the one doing the cleaning- how do i know?

My mom and both my sis went off to Indonesia a couple of weeks ago for 5 days- toilet was spanking clean the day they left and on the day they return.

'Nuff said.

Aivin, Cin "my-hand-is-ruined-in-place-of-a-spanking-shiny-toilet" vin, Yours Cleanly

.: I'm going Nuts :.

2006-12-04T04:45:00.002+08:00

I walked from my house to Subang.

For those of you who knows me well enough, you'll understand why i say im going nuts...

******

My sisters got themselves a new toy in the form of a mini shih tzu. They named him Brownie..

Imagine if i named him Stay instead..

It'll be fun to call ...'Come here, Stay! Come here, Stay!'

I'm sure i can drive the puppy nuts too!!

Gawdamnit!! WTFBBQ!@^&

Insanely,
-dickson

.: It's not so long :.

2006-10-29T07:09:00.001+08:00

..since i last updated.

Anyway have you guys ever been to a horse race track? or listen to a horse race's commentary? it might just turn out to be like this..

Horses in the race are:

1. Passionate Lady
2. Bare Belly
3. Silk Panties
4. Conscience
5. Jockey Shorts
6. Clean Sheets
7. Smooth Thighs
8. Big Johnson
9. Heavy Bosom
10. Merry Cherry

Place your bets.

And they're off!

Conscience is left behind at the post.

Jockey Shorts and Silk Panties are off in a hurry.

Heavy Bosom is being pressured.

Passionate Lady is caught between Smooth Thighs and Big Johnson
in a very tight spot.

At the halfway mark it's Bare Belly on top.

Smooth Thighs open up and Big Johnson is pressed in.

Heavy Bosom is being pushed hard against Clean Sheets.

Passionate Lady and Smooth Thighs are working hard on Bare Belly

Bare Belly is under terrific pressure from Big Johnson.

At the stretch Merry Cherry cracks under the strain.

Big Johnson is making a final drive.

Passionate Lady is coming.

At the finish it's Big Johnson giving everything he's got and
Passionate Lady taking everything Big Johnson has to offer.

It looks like a dead heat but Big Johnson squirts through and
wins by a head.

Heavy Bosom weakens and Smooth Thighs pulls-up the rear.

Clean Sheets never had a chance.

LOL

.: So dead I don't know how to revive it :.

2006-07-04T05:54:00.001+08:00

What am I talking about? My blog ofcourse!..well actually my life is just as dead and again I have no idea how to revive it...oh well~ Right now, I just can't be bothered to properly revive the blog. I went through a bunch of my old emails and found a lot of funny stuff and I just thought of sharing them with people through this blog. So this is the...

Funnies from e-mails : Episode 1

Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for your wife or girlfriend by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Every Valentines Day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really love them more than anything.

Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret. Guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret--guys feel left out. That's right, left out. There's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or just too embarrassed to admit it. Which is why a new holiday has been created.

March 20th is now officially "Steak and Blowjob Day". Simple, effective and self-explanatory. This holiday has been created so you ladies finally have a day to show your man just how much you love him. No cards, no flowers, no special nights on the town. The name of the holiday explains it all. Just a steak and a blowjob. That's it.

Finally, this twin pair of Valentines Day and Steak and Blowjob Day will usher in a new age of love as men everywhere will try THAT much harder in February to ensure a more memorable March! It's like a perpetual love machine.

The word is already beginning to spread, but as with any new idea, it needs a little push to start the ball rolling. So spread the word and help bring love and peace to this crazy world.

So what do you guys think?? let me know!! LEave a gOd damN CoMMENT!

.: Sigmund Freud in House :.

2005-12-28T03:52:00.001+08:00

Have any of you guy's ever watch the tv show called House M.D? Yes? No? Anyway, it's an interesting show with an interesting take on solving mystery.

Instead of solving crimes or looking for aliens and other cuckoo stuff like time travelling or different dimension.
Here, the villain is a medical malady and the hero is an irreverent, controversial doctor who trusts no one and wouldn't even talk to his patient if he could get away with it.

Now that I'm done with the introduction.This shows is really quirky and funny and in a way it gets u thinking alot out of the box. How's this for out of the box:-

Everyone knows that S&M stands for Sadism & Masochism, where scientifically explained, sadism is the sexual pleasure or gratification in the infliction of pain and suffering upon another person.
The counterpart of sadism is masochism, the sexual pleasure or gratification of having pain or suffering inflicted upon the self.

To be honest and blunt, I typically associate sadomasochism with words such as weirdo or perhaps freak. However one of the character in the show actually stated that it is not about the pleasure or the pain but instead it is about having complete and total trust in your partner that you would expose yourself and make yourself completely vulnerable.

Nuts? You tell me..but the theory doesn't seem that far-fetched does it? I'm just using this as an example of how this show often challenges it's viewer with idea's that are out of the ordinary.

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I know i know..i didn't write no nothing about Sigmund Freud or his theory in this blog. It's just that one of Freud's theory popped out in the show and it really got me intrigued; hence the title. In order to have a semblance of conformity between the title and the post. Here's Sigmund Freud for you.

.: Some Plain ol' updates :.

2005-12-21T21:22:00.001+08:00

Christmas is just around the corner~ for those of you who actually dropped by here last Christmas. You guys would remember i served a bunch of joyfull christmas tune on the blog.

Well fret not~ i'm in the process of putting these tunes up again! I just thought I shall start off with "Somethin' stuck in my chimney" since most people seem to like it best...while the rest just wish they can get that tune out of their head because its that DAMN addictive...i know thats the case for me..

Meanwhile, one of my colleague was in the "giving away" mood last week; oh yeah,I've started working with Nestle in their KL branch office; anyway this guy was called Mr. Chi or Chee or Qi...who cares...anywayssss he recently won a Sony Ericsson P910 and he doesn't know how to use it... So what would one do in such a situation?

Sell it ofcourse~ Well this sparked a bidding war in the office, because he wants to sell it for RM 1000 when the phone is worht more than RM 2000!!! I tried to bid at rm 1200.. and i even sealed the deal. Only for a sly lady to go online and transfer rm 1000 to his account straightaway to buy the phone...ARGH!!! CURSE YOU ONLINE BANKING!!!!

.: English is a Hard Language to Learn :.

2005-12-21T01:58:00.001+08:00

In response to Sandy buying herself books entitled "Weird and Wonderful Words" and "More Weird and Wonderful Words".. Here's an example of weird and err..not so wonderful words..

Two individuals proceeded towards the apex of a natural geologic protuberance. The purpose of their expedition being the procurement of a sample of fluid hydride of oxygen in a large vessel, the exact size of which was unspecified.

One member of the team precipitously descended, sustaining severe damage to the upper cranial portion of his anatomical structure; Subsequently the second member of the team performed a self rotational translation oriented in the same direction taken by the first team member.

Highlight the text below to find out what it is in plain boring simple English :

Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water Jack fell down and broke his crown and Jill came tumbling after!!!!

.: The Railways Over The Alps :.

2005-12-08T12:39:00.003+08:00

Between Austria and Italy, there is a section of the Alps called the Semmering.
It is an impossibly steep, very high part of the mountains.

It was said that in a time long ago.. they built a train track over these Alps to connect Vienna and Venice. They built these tracks even before there was a train in existence that could make the trip.

They built it because they knew some day, the train would come.

.: Plain Lazy :.

2005-11-14T12:12:00.001+08:00

There has been so many things that I wanted to blog about...but as usual, because i kept putting them off.. I am now too lazy to talk about them in details. Yes i know, I just might be the world's laziest procastinator.

If you guys haven't heard by now...my handphone has been stolen.. Don't ask how.
I'm too lazy to relate the incident over and over again...

Meanwhile, my mom is on holiday in Europe while everyone else in the family is stuck in Malaysia..ain't that dainty? -_-

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A song that I simply can't get out of my head...hahah! Click here for the Roman version

Dragostea Din Tei (English Version)

Miya-hee
Miya-hoo
Miya-ho
Miya-haha
(x4)

Hello, Salute, it's me your Duke
And I made something that’s real
To show you how I feel

Hello, Hello, it's me Picasso
I will paint my words of love
With your name on every wall

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Numa Numa Ei, Numa Numa Numa Ei
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

When you leave my colors fade to gray
I need a love to stay or
All my colors fade away
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

I sold my strings, my songs, and dreams
And I bought some paints to match the colors of my love
Hello, Hello, it’s me again ,Picasso
I will spray my words of my love
With your name on every wall

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Numa Numa Ei, Numa Numa Numa Ei,
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Hey Little lover stay
All my colors fade away
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

Miya-hoo
Miya-ho
Miya-haha
(x4)

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Numa Numa Ei, Numa Numa Numa Ei,

Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Hey Little lover stay
All my colors fade away
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

.: It's Been A Year :.

2005-10-29T07:06:00.001+08:00

Time really do flies.. it still hasn't sunk in yet, but it has been more or less 1 year since I started this blog. Sadly however, I still suck at it- which was probably why I never even contemplated taking up journalism. My brain's just not built to be creative and entertaining.

So if you're here looking for those sorts of post, I suggest you click on the "X" at the top right of the screen. If however, you're here because you have nothing to do but basically bum around at home and go online (aka. no life bugger) or perhaps if you're addicted to reading blogs and blogging yourself...then by all means pleasestick around and continue reading my nonsense.

P.s: finally fixed the "comment" link, feel free to leave your comments behind.

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A lil' update on what's been going on with myself. I went for Futsal again on Thursday, and didn't puke!! woohoo! -_-

On an upbeat note, I manged to finish 2nd in the latest Foosball DYP (Draw Your Partner) Tournament. This edition of DYP was also a bit more special as it was called DeepaRayaWeen. Curious name huh? It's really just a play of word from Deepavali (festival of lights for the Hindustan), Hari Raya (the Muslim's festival), and Halloween.

Lol, before someone decides to blast me or point finger accusing me of trying to brag, going all the way to the final was beyond my expectation and I guess I would have to thank Lady Luck which chose to glance a smile then and now for my partner and I during some crucial moments. However I think we deserve a pat on our back for gritty determination and keeping a cool head during some of the games =D

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A bit of strange and awkward experience of mine that happened at PKNS (Perbadanan Kemajuan Neger Selangor) complex today during the evening.

You guys ever heard of this theory called the "human comfort zone"? Well supposedly, every individual has a comfortable invisible peremeter around themselves called the comfort zone. As soon as a stranger is within this "comfort zone", the individual would start to feel uneasy. Anyway, this usually occur in the elevator. After all being cramped up with 10 other stranger in a small moving cubicle would definitely be awkward no matter how many times we have all been in such situation.

Anywayyy~ this comfort zone apparently doesn't exist to a certain woman that was in the same elevator as I was today... Allow me to explain, the elevator was of average size and is probably capable of carrying around 15-18 person (my estimation) and at that time, there was only about 8-10 people in the elevator. This particular lady could have chosen plenty of other places to stand as there was still some room around the elvator buuuuuuuuut she HAD to stand about 7 centimeters right infront of me with her back facing me...

It make for a very squirmy ride when a middle aged lady stands right infront of you with her back about 7 cm infront of you...Why, you ask?.. Close your eye and imagine yourself in my shoes, with a member of the opposite sex and about your height standing smack right infront of you...with their back facing you...It's very very uncomfortable.

Thank god she got off immediately at the following floor!!

.: Talk About Irony :.

2005-10-26T00:35:00.001+08:00

I put up a post about bulimia .and the next thing i know, i binged and threw up....not by choice ofcoz.

It all started when Rainer, Nessa, GG and I decided to go out to buy "buka puasa" food. We ended up buying Lemang, Nasi Ayam, Murtabak, Otak-otak, Satay and etc... I'm sure you get the picture don't ya?

So after I got myself stuffed with foods, I went off to play futsal with a bunch of friends.....biiig mistake...

It all started well enough, I mean 2 minute into the game and I opened the scoring when Rainer flighted in a nicely weighted cross for me to head home the first goal of the night. In retrospect, I think the goal was what caused the disaster that is about to happen..

After scoring the goal, I was psyched up, running around the pitch non-stop (according to desmond, i was running like a headless chicken -_-). It wasn't long before I feel like the wind got knocked out of my lung so i duly asked for a substitution. While sitting out there, I caught up with my breath and watched as our goalie got massacred.

Feeling sorry for Jared, I went and ask if he wanted to switch with me and let me keep for awhile, to my horror, Carlson- our striker wanted out... So instead of going in for the goalkeeper where I wouldn't need to do any running, I went in for the striker instead. However things started well at first, it didnt take long for me to find the goal again...but after a few minute, reality bites back and all hell broke loose.

I knew i was gonna hurl and rushed out of the pitch as fast as I could, trying to head for the bin. It was too late though... i took three steps before i hurled all over the floor outside the pitch. It was disgusting and probably one of the most embarassing thing to have happened to me...it left me feeling absolutely crappy.

Looking at the mess I created, I felt kinda bad and sorry, so I went over to the counter and asked the lady if they have a mop so that i can clean up the mess. In hindsight...cleaning up your own puke in public was probably just as embarassing as throwing up in public.

Oh well, you mess it up, you clean em' up...

From now on, I'm never gonna eat anything before going for futsal..

.: Weird post :.

2005-10-23T10:50:00.001+08:00

This is a community message brought to you by the Department of Health of Rambling-Nonsene.blogspot.com

p.s : Clicking on the links below would open another window that will explain the meaning of the words.

Dangers of Bulimia

Most bulimics eat enormous amounts of food rapidly and in secret, without much appreciation for its taste, texture, or quality. Following these binges, they feel guilty, ashamed, and out of control, and try to get rid of the food through vomiting; overexercising; abusing laxatives, diuretics, or enemas; or not eating for several days. These practices may take place daily or weekly and go on for years.

Is it harmful? YES. Even though people may be bulimic for years, there are dangers associated with bulimia. The most notable is cardiac arrest or heart attack, which is caused by an electrolyte imbalance of the mineral potassium, a consequence of vomiting or the use of certain diuretics. People who vomit frequently will also lose the enamel from their teeth, which subsequently become sensitive to heat, cold, and acids. Their teeth may eventually decay and fall out. Those who abuse laxatives will find that their own natural body processes cannot function properly when they stop using laxatives, and constipation will result. Stomach ulcers and irritation of the esophagus result from vomiting. More scary, an esophageal rupture could happen the first time, or the two hundredth time, you vomit, and this could kill you. Psychologically, there is depression.

People can be cured of bulimia, although the road to recovery is gradual and difficult. The sooner you talk with a mental health professional who specializes in eating disorders, the better. Treatment methods vary,... including learning to like and accept yourself, establishing regular eating patterns (so you don't get so hungry that it triggers a binge), alternative coping strategies for stressful or lonely times, and, in some instances, taking antidepressant medication. The good news is that you can change this self-destructive pattern, with commitment and help.

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On a different note, how do you guys like the new picture i put up? I've been told that the old picture made my blog look messy and when I came across this, I thought to myself that it would be perfect for my blog.

The picture is depicting the guy meeting his childhood self, which is the meaning of having this blog where I can put down any thoughts of mine here so that I may laugh at my stupidity and naivety when I'm balding, walking with a stick and wearing a diaper....unless ofcoz I may not be able to read due to lost of sight.....the horror...

I'm also trying to design a text which would say "The Future & The Past" or "The Future Meeting The Past" or something along that line onto the picture. However, knowing my limited skill with Photoshop. I'm a tad wee worried about fucking up the whole thing. Neverthelesss, I'll try and give it my best shot. If any of you have some free time and are skilled in Photoshop, please do not hesistate to show off your skills to yours truly since i have zilch amount of talent in that area >=)

.: Sux to be Sick :.

2005-10-10T15:43:00.001+08:00

Sigh...the past 3 days i've been down with the fever, coughing like a penguin choking on a chicken and worse of all, my nose alternatively shift between being a Niagara Falls and having the Great Wall of China stuck up in it...urgh...not to mention i'm sneezing so bad that if someone wants to be polite near me, they would haf to say "bless you" continously for more than an hour that they would probably die themselves from the lack of oxygen since they would go on and on and on and on and on and on and on...err forget it. So yeah! i'm feeling a lil crummy...

Add to that, i'm trying to apply for a job as a Library Assistant??! danggg! oh well atleast its suppose to be with an international legal firm- fingers crossed -

oh oh~ i know i always repeat this~ but do you know why people say "bless you" when someone sneezes?

That's because, at the moment where you sneeze. Your heart stops beating for a second- so technically, you're "dead" when you sneeze. Therefore, "bless you" bcoz you have died and was revived...

ahhhhh it feels good to be rambling nonsense again...

edit : According to OKcupid i'll be dead come October 2065 at the age of 80. Most likely cause o death? Heart Attack....

.: Short Words :.

2005-10-07T20:22:00.001+08:00

You know, people say that being in a relationship is difficult. Ofcourse, I'm referring to serious relationship only and not flings and puppy love.

There's the "are you cheating on me?" or the "is ur fren more important than us" questions being asked constantly.

Then again, from time to time you may get other classics such as "do you really love me?" being thrown at you after you've remain loyal for 2-3 years~

and etc etc...

It's definitely undisputed that being in a relationship requires commitment, time, money and effort towards each other. Yeap..its not exactly a stroll in the park; and yet human [that is those with emotions..] all crave to be in a relationship.

Why?

I guess it's because being alone is much harder...
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Everyday you spend waiting; is another day you're never going to get back...

.: Goofing Around :.

2005-10-02T07:17:00.001+08:00

Remember me mentioning about Tiger FC events in my last post?

No? Read the post belowlar you lazy ass!!!

So I went around their website and surfed around..and guess what i find??

~ Badabingbadaboom! ~

A picture of me up on the stage trying to grab myself a jersey in a comentary cum goal shouting competition. This was taken in Sri Hartamas's Soul'ed Out during Manchester United vs Everton's game

IMVHO [in my very humble opinion lar- you nitwit!] I should have won it hands down..hell I would have given Andy Gray and Martin Tyler a run for their money.. Hell~ Shebby Singh and John Dykes doesn't even stand a chance against me...and they're pretty good. =)

However one of the Indian dude brought his whole kampung (village) with him (SERIOUSLY!) to the event and had them all rooting for him. As the winner was decided by the loudest applause awarded by the people present, I was denied my rightful throne.. *#@*&^#

Click here to visit the original website of the picture.

.: The Red Giants and The Red Devils :.

2005-10-01T23:58:00.001+08:00

On my way down to Subang on the Kesas highway today, i saw throngs of car with flags of the Selangor State flying from their windows or on the bonnets. And i went.. "What the fuck?"

I thought people only does that on National Day! Furthermore...they use the National flag! It suddenly dawned on me that, today is the Malaysian Cup Final between Selangor and Perlis.

For those of you scratching your head, the Malaysian Cup Competition in Malaysian football is the equivalent to the FA Cup in England, albeit the teams in Malaysia regard the tournament with a much higher regard than their England counterpart has for their FA Cup.

Anyway, it was really nostalgic seeing the throngs of Merah Kuning (literraly- red yellow) fan out in such force again. I remember a few years back...

...ok ok...many years back...

Watching the Selangor team in action at the Shah Alam Stadium with my Dad, who used to hold season pass into the VIP area. It was kinda like a father and son bonding thing that we used to do, and we both usually end up returning from the stadium sounding as hoarse as JaRule..or however the fuck u spell his name (he cant sing or rap for nuts)..anyway..you get the picture don't you?

I remember a few Cup final nights where our whole family would attend the game.. yes we were really avid fans of the Selangor team although the quality on display may left much to be desired, the atmosphere of the stadium was simply electrifying and would match any soccer stadium in England... In fact, I think the crowd was probably more intense and exciting than the freaking snobbish prats in Highbury. Take that you Gooners!

Ever since the team was relegated and fell from the top echelon of the Malaysian league, the fans; including yours truly, has stayed away. Now that the team is on the verge of a unique Treble after securing the Premier League title and the FA Cup (equivalent of League Cup in England), I wonder if the days of me and my dad wearing Red and Yellow and joining in the carnival and fanfare in the Shah Alam stadium would return.

There's really nothing like a crowd of 77,000 in delirium from watching football live. TV doesn't even come close.. not even if you have 3D sets. Watching EPL matches at large scale Tiger FC venue is close but still far from the real thing.
It would be pretty cool, as both my father and I are avid footie fans and passionately support Selangor, the Red Giants and Manchester United, the Red Devils. Notice the word Red?

Can't help it lar..being a Chinese, there's a natural affinity towards the color...

why, you ask??

[in typical ah beng style] LUCKY LA!! if not what?? bcoz its the color of blood?? blardy fool.. *snicker*

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On a side note- Manchester United beat Fulham 3 - 2 and it was blardy great watching Park Ji Sung.

Step one towards regaining supremacy back from the pretenders. (checked)
Step two, win the blardy Premier League and Champion League (status pending)

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For those of you who have been bored to tears by the post...I woke up today and went to the kitchen to grab some food this ~~morning~~ afternoon and instead i found this...

The most humongous banana i have ever seen! holy cow... hang on,i think i hear my phone ringing...

"Hello? ....geez you gurls sure are.... oh what? You simply want to know how big?"

BIG ENOUGH TO FEED A FAMILY OF 4 FOR A DAY!

*evil grin*

.: Quick Time Reaction :.

2005-09-28T15:45:00.001+08:00

We all know that most racers are hot blooded male with extremely quick reaction and acute sense of awareness towards their surrounding...

Are you all nodding your head in agreement? yes? no?

For those who are shaking their head instead...
this guy might just change your mind. It's really hilarious though~ Enjoy

ps. thank Galvin for showing this clip to me.

.: Crappy Quality Perverted Pictures :.

2005-09-21T02:55:00.001+08:00

Presenting...errr forget it...lets forget i ever post this in the near future alrite??

When the peeps get bored in AC and starts stoning in Studio 78.. this is what they spend their time on...M@shimaro and MiLo monkeys getting it on, not to forget...the cool ass blue skin dude

.: Cocky, Arrogant, Hated, SOB? :.

2005-09-19T16:10:00.001+08:00

No...i'm not here to blog about someone that i despise or something like that...the above title was made in reference to .....Myself..

yeap~ stop rubbing your eyes, they're not deceiving you...

Last Friday... i went to Asia Cafe (AC) to have dinner, after that..we head down to Decanters in Hartamas to drink and get ourself drunk. After that...like all normal Malaysian youngsters nowaday...we head to a mamak stall to yumcha (loosely translated - drink tea) after drinking (yeap...we are a bunch of camels).

Anyway...what is important is, I woke up the next day and found out that someone had imprinted a 60 cm long scratch mark on my car!! And the only places I've been to was the afore-mentioned places. And I swear on my head that I was being a good boy and parked at proper places without obstructing any pathways or cars...

The only explanation that i can come up with is...

1.) Some wannabe Picasso was feeling creative at that moment and decides that my car would look good with the scratch..

2.) I must be a cocky, arrogant, hated S.O.B (unknowingly ofcourse, i tend to be very nice) - and some b@stards who can't find their balls to face me decided to be petty and punish my poor car.

edit :

Dear Lord, please ensure that I would NEVER find out who was the culprit...or so help me I swear I would find a shaft 60 cm long and SHAFT it up the person's arse - and make sure he would never be able to take a crap without bleeding like a female going through pms......

.: Quagmire :.

2005-09-16T05:21:00.001+08:00

Quagmire...that's what i'm in right now...

Cannot believe how addictive dota can get...thanks to Wei Sheong... i end up at home at 5 am!! instead of 1 am..like i planned...sigh... and to make things worse, how am I gonna tell them that i would be staying out late on Friday night??

Thanks to dota...looks like my plan to go drinking on Friday night may be up in smoke~

I'm so gonna get screwed by my parents when they wake up..i should probably sneak out before they wake up...

I'm in total trepidation over this...and some other stuff...ack... i think i should sleep now...

.: What Now? :.

2005-09-01T20:49:00.001+08:00

It has been long indeed, since I last fancy to note down my thoughts...As some of you may know, I am now on holiday and I hope I'll be spending it better than I had in the past, though how I will go about to accomplish this is beyond me and whatever modicum of flair for excitement that I have inside me.

.: A Post After Ages :.

2005-08-09T02:19:00.001+08:00

By now, i'm pretty sure if i ever had anyone reading this blog, they would all have forgotten about it...well i wouldn't blame them. How long has it been since my last post?? hours? days? weeks? months? luckily not years yet..

The problem with me is, everytime i feel like blogging or i have thoughts in my mind that i feel is worthy of being blogged (hahhaha), i'm usually behind the wheels or day dreaming somewhere that doesn't have access to a computer.

Oh well, here's another mindless entree in this ever redundant blog...i swear...someday im gonna think of something brilliant to put up here....any suggestion?? Anyways, back to the mindless post, for those of you who actually pay attention to the 'Profile' section on the left of this blog, my birthday has recently just passed. How i celebrated it? Simple, a dinner at The Lobsterman in SS2, PJ - which turns out much better than i expected, here are some pics below:-

Family potrait

The Brats and I

The Princess and Queen

Who do you think I take after?

One Big Cheesy Grin coming up~

What? Not clear enough?

Better?

They get to scribble on the table!

Would you believe my Dad did this?

.: Before :.

.: After :.

okok...that's enough pictures...if you guys want more, feel free to click here to get to the photo album located on my Multiply page. I'll probably be dropping by to add another post for the Leo Birthday party that was held on the 7th of August @ Asia Cafe.

edit: there was a problem with the display of pictures and song due to bandwith problems. The pictures are now being hosted on a different server and hopefully it will stay up for good this time.

.: StillNothingToSay :.

2005-06-14T23:20:00.001+08:00

I'm starting to bore myself here...but im here to ramble nonsense again....so here i go!~

I've always had the tendency to look around n point out any good lookin' gurls that i see, be it cute, pretty, beautiful, unique looking or watever. I'll always point them out to the person I'm with.. what's the responds that i get?

From the guys: They would usually join in with me and give their own opinion of the gurl, but there are also guys who would scream at me and ask me to stop oogling at gurls (me think they are gay..well not really gay juz a bit "not right" if u get wat i mean...yes im talking about you and you know who u are~ hahah!)

From the gurls: This is where it gets a little interesting, most would snap at me and ask me to stop doing it. On the other hand, you also get those that look at you, roll their eyes, start shaking their head and say "stop being such a pervert" or say something like "ur really desperate arent you?"....u get where im going dont u?

What i dont understand is why would the gurls think that way? Here's what i'm always saying, personally.. its like appreciating wine or going to an art gallery and appreciating the artistic paintings , etc.. notice i bold the word 'appreciating'? It's exactly that! What guys are doing (for me that is) is that we appreciate that the particular gurl has made an effort to look good, and wouldnt it be a waste to not appreciate them? It doesn't neccessarily mean that the guys are having perverted thoughts or ill intentions although undeniably, stuffs like that pops up once in a while and sometime you get the urge to go over and talk to the gurl... but most of the time we are just appreciating the beauty in front of us.

So there~ that's what i think, and ur welcomed to your own opinion...juz stop yelling "Dickson!" the next time i decide to ask you all to appreciate the girl that's sitting across the table... >=)

.: NothingtoSay :.

2005-06-02T06:48:00.001+08:00

yeap...im juz posting for the sake of posting... i juz got back from JB a few days back after attending a friend's wedding...i gotta say thanks to Jason T, we were pretty much treated like vips there...and yeah~ i had a lot of fun there, I mean..what else can you expect when Jason T book us into a hotel in the middle of a place where the whole stretch of roads are pubs and clubs....and then he introduces the godsons of one of the club owner there to us... Thanks for a smashing time anyway Fonce, Sean & Jason T.

I'm starting to besieged by work...oh yeah..truck loads of work... can u guys still see me?? im not surprised if you cant..coz im buried under this avalanche of work!!!! arGH!! i haf this nice timetable and day-to-day plan worked out..and yes i fitted bball and a lil pool & foos time in...but i hope god will strengthen my will so i can carry it out...or else help me god...im dead.... please do attend my funeral... RIP

oh oh..i forgot to add this..while on the way to JB, me and marcus saw a purple Harrier wif a kick ass number plate... it was JED1... -> and it looked like this JEDl <---- it sure beat the number plate on a Beamer i used to see... wanna know what the beamer's plate is?? TAH1 ....i shit you not....or better yet... i tahi u not... and JB guys are freakin rich...i got to see 2 different Lamborghini going to JB and coming back to KL...and no they aint Singapore car...

.: iHateBlogger.com :.

2005-04-25T00:16:00.001+08:00

WARNING!!!! DO NOT READ THIS!!!!

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Yours sincerely - Head of the Nonsense Law Advisor to "The Rambling-Nonsense (R-N) Blog" Division- Dickson, Lim

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There i was...sitting on a blardy chair for 1 whole hour typing a lot of funny stuffs that happened on Saturday night when 3 gays by the alias of Qiang Xing @ Mr.X, Deraj @ Wheong Sei and Nivek @ Budak Brunei and one Twisted psycho went out to explore Bangsar, Hartamas and finally SS2 together..

I swear that it was atleast 2785 words long..with alot of funny bullshit, funny analogies, and lotsa funny nonsense that we did and said that night that would most probably get all of you laughing at our moronic ways...All was good and ready to go...when FuC[-censored-]nG Blogger.com's idiotic pathetic excuse of a system decides to wipe away everything that i have typed except for the little note i wrote above... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

...this is one reason why i don't blog much...
...i'm going to sleep.....

.: DevilsAnyone? :.

2005-04-18T03:21:00.001+08:00

<---some footie rants ---->

Scoreline : Manchester United 4 - 1 Newcastle United

Need i say more?? this is the red devils that i've grown up watching and adoring!! i wish we play the Magpies every week!! We always seem to thrash them >=)) !!
However, i gotta say this- the Toon Armies' fan are one great bunch of supporters, italians and spanish footie fans- turn on the tv and learn from this guys.. they stuck with their team even at the end~ where the scoreline was 4-1...more extraordinarily..this was Newcastle's second successive 4-1 defeat!! Kudos to the Newcastle fans.

Let's move on...watching Manchester United score goals oddly makes me very happy~ granted that we are out of contention for the Premiership title and KO-ed of Champion Leagues, I seriously think that the current Man U sides packs alot of punch and they're not peaking yet..there are still miscomunications between the players unlike the 99' Treble winning side..but once they they iron out this irks...we'll be terrifying as opponents and IMO the side will be better than the 99' side

I'll have to admit, this season Man U was really 2nd best to Chelsea, however i doubt this will continue next season =)

now..juz bring on Arsenal~~ we r gonna tear some Gooner's Arse !!!

.: YesCoach,imScrewed,Sir :.

2005-04-17T03:15:00.001+08:00

Last Friday was bad, reaaally bad...but im glad that it's over..atleast now i'm allowed to breath juz a tiny lil' bit easier...

Lemme backtrack abit.. I had a mock paper for Contract Law and Tort Law on friday, and we were given 2 hour to attempt 1 Contract question and 1 Tort question. So naturally...any idiot would assume you should use 1 hour to solve 1 question...well no sireee~

not me...i STUPIDLY spent 1 1/2 hour on a single Tort question..leaving myself with more or less half an hour to tackle a Contract question about the law of Misrepresentation that i barely know about. In other words?? I'm screwed - I'll be running around the class kissing everyone and anyone (those that doesn't instantly makes me wanna puke- that is) if Ms. Medusa gives me more than 10 marks for that piece of garbage...on second note...i think i shall be thankful if she gives the paper back to me in one piece and didn't just run it through the paper shredder.

On a different note...after the paper, i tagged along wif Michelle, Li Ting and Christine at Midvalley- they originally wanted to catch The Pacifier but instead...i got em to catch Coach Carter. I'm not gonna write any such thing as a review here, coz i'll probably screw that up- but how good is it?? I went in with 3 gurls who i had my doubts would enjoy the show...and they came out of it pretty pumped up. Sure~ it's 2 and a half hour long, and although its pretty predictable..the show is just simply so compelling that one of the gurls had to pee real bad, but decided she will hold it in for another 2 hour b4 runnin to the toilet ;) Just to show you how good it is, i went back to Midvalley to catch the same show again on the next day- with another group of friends... i shit you not...

ps: for those who value their life, whenever you're on the highway and you see a Waja with the plate number PFA 81..steer clear and give way- Li Ting drives like Schumacher trying to overtake other F1 cars...especially when we were on our way from Midv to Ikano.. >=p

Btw, for those who are really free and would like some laughing materials to read online aside from crappy blogs which is a waste of time anyway, head over here --->Editorials of a Black Man in Japan teaching English<--- .Fulls of dick dodging, kancho dodging and breast stroking action...hahha if you're confuse..juz click on the link and you shall soon understand. And no..it's really not that perverted although i make it sounds as if it is, it's all good humour- although one or two are lame (the one about gaijin power, i know aly would be thinking otherwise -_-)

.: ..... :.

2005-04-14T02:10:00.001+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...juz came to scream and let out some frustration...

.: iwasinjail :.

2005-03-23T21:28:00.001+08:00

yes, your eyes was not deceiving you. I was in jail on tuesday... what crime did i commit, you ask?

you see, on tuesday, as well as monday,wednesday, thursday and friday..my classes starts at 8 am...woe is me...anyway on tuesday morning, i woke up as usual to go to college at 7 am...and when i was in college at 8 am...i found out that there was no class..classes was cancelled! And me being ....me in general was obviously not well informed enough...nuff said

anyway instead of classes...we were all sent to jail in sungai buloh...
How was jail you ask?? Well first of all, we got a semi interesting semi boring presentation by a super malay raper...i swear that guy can speak malay faster than Marshall Mather or Will Smith can speak english...well i may exaggerate but he was fast...definitely as fast as Eminem and Mr. Hitch.

[skip boring crap]
[skip boring crap]

After all this..we arrive to the end of the presentation and the eye-opening/cool but also gruesome and painful part of the whole visit...a video of how the inmates get their whipping....
and boy..was it a

*MAJOR OUCH!!!*

but back to the description..we were shown a video recording of the inmates gettin their whipping..which means the gurls get to get a turn on watchin male ass~ although all of us was whincing too much to really care about all those exposed ass.

The inmates are given these G-string / Sports Underwear to wear so that their ass are not protected when they get whipped.
After that, they are strapped on very tightly to a wooden contraption which disable their movement while their body leans forward and their ass are slightly tilted so that the whipper are able to hit the bulls-eye. [cant help it...but the minute i see this..Sado-Masochism pops up in my mind]
Once the inmate are properly situated, the whipper takes up his position on the left side of the inmate- imagine a guy with Arnold Schwarzenegger's bicep- then imagine this guy standing like Tiger Woods and gettin ready to smack the golf ball hundreds of yard away- there you go...oh did i mention the rotan is atleast 4 cm in diameter??

I'm telling you..one stroke and you wont be sitting pretty for a long while...maximum sentence is 24 stroke of the rotan- but the most we got to see was 10 stroke..amazingly after being on the receiving end of the 10 strokes...and with his ass practically bleeding with cracks...he stood up, said thank you in malay...and walk off to the hospital for treatement...amazing i tell you...

on a less important basis...the freaking prison smells like rotten fish..and we were told the smell stink even more when ur at the cell...urGH

.: StateofConfusion :.

2005-03-13T23:27:00.001+08:00

Something thats in my mind...something that i'm feeling...

I watched the walls around me crumble
But it's not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts, cause it will end
My tears are turning into time I've wasted
Trying to find a reason for goodbye

I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you
Honestly, tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know

I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time
You're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel, the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time I've wasted
Trying to find a reason for goodbye

I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you
Honestly, tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'lll be the first to go, yeah, I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know (over, over, over)

My tears are turning into time I've wasted
Trying to find a reason for goodbye

I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreamin' bout you
Honestly, tell me that it's over
Cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
Tell me that it's over, over
Honestly tell me, honestly tell me
Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that it's over

Is this really what it's all about...is there really no point to all this?? i've got no friggin idea

.: Shopaholic :.

2005-02-05T03:44:00.001+08:00

First thing first, i blame my mom and my sisters for training me in the past by dragging me shopping along with them. Yes...i'm talking about me, a guy, a non metrosexual one infact, juz a regular guy...shopping like a runaway train that is running down anything in its path that it likes....okay enuff rambling, incase you still havent figure it out by now. I just did my Chinese New Year Shopping!!!

Are you done shopping?

I have no idea...i was suppose to buy a jeans, a pair of new shoes and a 2-3 shirts..nothing much since i just came back from shopping in Bangkok with my parents...but i went berserk..

Did you get your jeans? your shoes?

Well i did get a pair of jeans..but like i said..i went berserk when i saw so many nice shirts, sweaters, jackets that at the end of my 2 day shopping trip..i can say bye bye to my new pair of shoes. But in all honesty..everything was still under control until we (me, hun wei & qing xiang) hit Esprit...You cant really say no to a 70% & 50% discount...

So what have you bought? -_-

A pair of jeans, 4 t-shirts, 1 sweater, 1 collared-long-sleeve shirt and 1 Jacket... don't ask but i'm heading to get another sweater.

oh geez...i sound like a girl...damn im turning into a sissy...fcuk...i shall shut up now..

.: PureNonsense :.

2005-01-27T21:04:00.001+08:00

Alrite...i haven't ramble nonsense for so long that i nearly forgot about this blog ^_^;

First thing first...i dun update my blog daily or regularly bcoz i dun think neone out there wud be interested in wat i do daily, im telling you- u'll find more entertainment watching a snail crawl through the room, hence the lack of updates...but wat the heck- i shall gif it a try.

For those of you who don't know...i've started going to class again - yay! and booo.. Why yay?? coz i've been on sabbatical for sooooo long that i can actually feel the rusty gear in my mind creak and groan when i try to have a sensible, intelligent conversation....Why boo?? for the simple facts that i'm having to do this all over again..but it's alrite, i accept it, i came unstuck due to my own undoing..so wat the hell.

It's been ages since i hit the movie..i remember when i used to go to the movies like nearly every week...back when i was in form 3, b4 my tuition i would even go to the cinema on my own.

A few interesting shows have popped up recently on my "to-watch list".
One would be Will Smith's new flick called The Hitch simply bcoz its Will Smith!!! He never fails to crack me up, and i reaaaally think he is a decently good actor (so wipe that smirk off ur face!) . In this new movie, he's gonna be a profesional matchmaker @ counsellor for ppl like me~ until a female journalist decides to expose his fraudulent(?!!) method. As usual following the old hollywood script- sparks begin to fly between them and all of a sudden Mr. Will Smith ain't so smooth nemore and starts to stutter infront of the gal..judging by the trailer..this should be a good show to waste time on - don't all trailer make the movie look good? oh well...

The second movie that i want to catch is a old one shot in 2002 called Life or something like that! (yes i think that's the title).. starring ms. Angelina Jolie..yes in a comedy!! I think it's the only time she acted in a comedy...what more..in this movie..instead of her jet black hair that we are accustomed to...her hair would be Madonna blonde. That was one reason why i wanted to watch it..but the real reason was the question that was posed to the Angelina Jolie in the movie. For those who have not heard about this movie b4.. A Jolie as a reporter was told by a weird and strange man, in an interview, that she has only another week in her life. When all the other predictions by the man came true one by one, she begin to believe that her time is coming and goes on tackling issues in life.

If you were to be told that you only have one more week in ur life...what will you do?
hmmm looks like i juz found something to waste my brain cell on...blog it afterwards? who knows...perhaps-

btw do you guys know i haf a new email add?? - limdickson@gmail.com - i've never really email-ed much so ppl...try me!! when i say send emails to me..i don't mean fwd craps which at the end asks me to fwd them to a bunch of others...however jokes are warmly welcomed, it would be better if the email has actual content..=)
That's all i got to say for now..till the next time i blog (another year perhaps)~

.: HappyNewYear :.

2005-01-14T13:25:00.001+08:00

hie Happy New year to EveryonE!! The last month has been heCtiC!!! i think i drank more in the last month than the whole of this year combined...hehe =p

Yes i know it's a lil late..but hey~better late than never rite?

So a new year so i decided on a new layout..but i'm having alot of troubles wif this one...if you are using internet explorer..i hope everything is not underlined for u...but i know it probably is..sigh. Firefox is showing all these fine though... What's Firefox you ask?? Firefox is an internet browser similar to IE...only much better...i suggest you guys go get it...it's ez to use and mucho better than IE..oh wait..am i repeating myself?? who cares..

Anyway..i need to run now since i've got class in 30 minutes...but you can be sure i'll be back to sort things out =)

.: StressedOut? :.

2004-12-14T11:15:00.001+08:00

Right...i know i said i wasnt gonna care if the archives and previous post goes up or not...but the truth is..i juz cant help myself once i get started..i've been playing with the codes and layouts for hours to personalize this design a lil'

I've put up more songs selection at the "R-N Christmas Jukebox". Just click on them, wait for awhile for the songs to load and if they don't this mean my pitiful free bandwith of 10mb per day has been maxed out. Too bad for you, mind you...if you cant hear the songs it's definitely not my fault!!

Right, for those who are still going through finals, or those who are nervously waiting for their results...or even those who have got their results and in result are getting majorly stressed out (u get my drift, dun u?)

Here's a gift from me , print the following Anti-Stress-Kit or you can grab them here

.: Merry Christmas! :.

2004-12-13T18:10:00.001+08:00

As you all well know by now...i've changed the skins to the blog!!

Since i don't really celebrate Christmas, i thought the least i could do was to make my blog a lil' X'mas friendly =)

Although i really hate frames and scrollbar for blogs, i like the way this one turned out. Although i tweaked with the codes a little...the original design and layout credits goes to Caline, well done gurl! However, i can't seem to figure out how to place the blog's Archieves and Links and other stuff..and i'm not going to bother to try and put it up, since this template will only be used until the Christmas season is over.

I've also added a Wishlist on the right...so Mr. Santa, i'm sure you waste your time at my blog~ >=)

Its been ages since i updated..neway a lot of memorable stuff haf happened to me during Christmas times in the past..so i shall pull one out of the bag and post it sooner, rather than later...for now i'm going off to get myself something to bite!!

Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays to All you R-N blogders !!!

.: PicAStory :.

2004-11-16T21:32:00.002+08:00

Bored of my nonsensical rambling ?

Here's my Nonsensical Pictures ~

Yeap... no talk...juz pictures and captions .

< they're finally up..and they turned out crappier than i thought..everything about me is really nonsense and isn't worht ur time. u shud be leaving by now, ......bye >

A few Puzzles for you ~

This is one great looking jigsaw puzzle

Which happens to be hanging at the staircase.

Another jigsaw puzzle that i did when i was much younger.

And has been hanging on the wall of all 3 of my different bedroom i had. I wonder how long it's gonna last.

This one took days to assemble. And we later found that the final piece is missing.

The fate of a puzzle that will never be solved.

Enough of puzzle ??

I really only wanted the candle lights...light check if u wanna call it.

I dub thee Pea-eye-cold-bun-soggy-fries-bunny.

What i see every morning. See the blue colored plasticky thingy there?

	These little rascals hang out there during the day.

I'm a Red Devil ...

This picture made my day roughly a week ago.

	I dun wanna be too sissy or girly, but this is a gift. And it's gonna be sitting at the bed for some time.. =

Et finalement nous avons ceci*

And finally we have this* ~ this dancing pics are common..but ive never seen one wif these characters =)

.: FinalLVPost :.

2004-11-16T20:15:00.001+08:00

Went jogging again...lots of people been askin me

"Why are you jogging??"

cuz i blow all my money on godknowswhat and therefore i cant afford to pay club membership fees to exercise in gym or to swim in the swimming pool~ *boohoo* sad for me.

.:My LV ThreadMill aka. Road to Twillight Zone:.

.:My LV StepLadder aka. Stairways to Heaven:.

.:My LV PumpMaster 3000 aka. No-idea-for-this-yet:.

wif that said..here are juz random pics i took there..i swear this is gonna be my last post about LakeView..im getting sick of posting about it...yet i juz gotta put these pics up first.

~Click on em for larger view~

oh yeah..one more thing.. i AM goin alone so far~ it doesn't really make much difference actually...why? try running around wif ur mouth shut~ you might be able to do 2 laps

then.. run around yakking away to somebody...i'll bet my ass that you would be panting by the end of the 1st lap.

Conclusion?

That's why not many gurls jog..they prefer to walk or cycle...you don't really expect them to shut their mouth do you ??

Less important conclusion : Muh mp3 player is great company though.. >=)

.: Winning11Madness :.

2004-11-09T04:35:00.001+08:00

yeS~ that's right.. the TOA* gang and I are back again..another one of those monday night madness.

This time, Syafiq has brought over his PS2 to Rainer's pad...so we decided to hold a Winning 11 league battle!~

For the backdated and backwater people who have never heard of Winning 11 (what?? i dun own a ps or ps2 and even i know about it..). Winning 11 is a sort of football sims game in the mould of EA Sports Fifa series...except it's harder to play, more realistic- where you don't freakin score everytime you get near the penalty box and shoot...or...every time you kick off and you use your star player to score from the middle of the park- and there is no Andy Gray and Martin Tyler to do the commentating..instead..we get 2 japanese dude bantering out japanese phrases such as "Shuto!!!" or "Jumping Heado" and the ever popular and my favourite- "UnBerivable!!"....now i know most of you don't speak japanese...but if you dont understand what i just typed....you should look under your bed and find your common sense or go buy the book Logic for Dummies.


.:Rainer and Wei Sheong:.	.:Me and Syafiq:.

A bunch of idiots posing wif PS Controller.. (btw..the black controller was pretty fucked up..whenever your man receives a pass from the keeper...the controller will automatically kick the ball out for your oppnent to throw in.. **#^&%!)

if you think the pictures above are stupid..look out below...


.:Argentina = Rainer:.	.:England = Me:.

.:Portugal = Jared:.	.:Italy = Syafiq:.

MoRE idiotic pictures...

.:The Winning 11..played by monkeys:.

.:The Konami Cup Winner ~ poser:.

So at the end of the day, Italy came out on top after defeating England and Portugal and a draw against Argentina.

While Argentina lost to England (MUAhaHAHAHAHHA!), drew with Italy and won Portugal.

England manage a win against Argentina (cue: MuahAHHAhahah!), drew with Portugal and lost to Italy.

Poor Portugal lost to Argentina and Italy and drew with England.

*Note: TOA = The One Academy

.: ReviveMyLung :.

2004-11-08T05:30:00.001+08:00

In a bid to bring my dead lungs back to life...i have embarked on a mission that everyone..yes i mean everyone of us, have tried, or thought about doing...yes that's right...
i'm talking about daily jogging.

It all started since i had to be a chauffeur to my sis during her SPM...
I woke up, send her to school at 7.30...and was heading to ss15 to read some comics or something when all of a sudden.. i decided to head over to Lakeview and take a walk since it was a real beautiful morning, and some fresh air would be godsend to my poor lungs.

So the first thing i do b4 i head over to Lakeview was - looking for a partner - so i whipped out my ever trusty phone and sent a msg to Hun Wei askin if he wanna go for a jog and then breakfast... I'm pretty sure he must haf been pretty shocked when he woke up n read that msg..lolz.

When both HW and i juz started our college life...we were both young and naive~ haha we had this plan that b4 we head off to class in college which starts at 8, we would go for a jog around his nieghbourhood and then take a shower n head to class.. Obviously...that lasted for a week...or less...

Anywayz~ in the end i headed to Lakeview all on my own and when i reached...the folks over there found me so attractive and interesting they couldn't pry their drooling eyes away from mua~ hahah maybe i'm simply irresistable or maybe it's the fact that i'm probably the only teenager that is there to jog on a monday morning.

.:Lakeview from the inside of my car:.

I got off to a slow walk and quickly jogged 2 laps before taking another walk to cool down and stop myself from panting like a sick puppy.

.:The banks of Lakeview lake:.

.:The lake itself:.

Note: The jogging / walking path is situated around this lake.

Your probably thinking..that one jog was juz a one off thing~ you're gonna be wrong..

.: GaspingN'Panting :.

2004-11-05T04:11:00.001+08:00

One thing that i used to feel pretty good about myself was how i was actively playing badminton, football and maybe a lil basketball. I come out pretty much above average in badminton and football, however i suck at basketball...

in other words...i was pretty much in good shape before my college days.. i may not haf great speed or a lot of strength..but one thing i got is gritty determination and abundance of stamina... yeap! Thats rite..stamina.. infact..i use to do pretty well everytime some politician decides he needs some good publicity by holding a charity marathon or whenever my school feel like leeching more money from idiots all around to fund their expenditure by a Jog-a-thon or Walk-a-thon, i even beat some of my school's track runner sometimes.

but all that is in the past...ever since i turned 18 and started college..i stopped playing nearly all of those games...sad..but true...why did i stop?? i haf no freakin idea... too much foos and pool perhaps~

"what happen to your stamina then?" you ask...well i'll be truthful with you...my lung was attacked by smoking, those smoke has accomplished what my daily 1-3 cans of Coke consumption couldn't do - Kill off my lungs!!

Whats that i hear?? you didnt knew i smoke?? It's sad but true..
i'm not a social smoker...i'm not a heavy smoker.....no no...i'm not an addicted heavy chain smoker.....i'm worse.......
......
........
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..............
..................I'm a regular daily 2nd hand smoker.

.: This is probably what my lungs look like now :.

Find me a place where i can play foosball and pool without being a 2nd hand smoker and i'll crawl to your place, kiss your forehead, your cheeks, your mouth, your neck, your chest, and all the way down to your feet and toes... gee...that sound kinda weird.....and if you think i' m really gonna do that..then your obviously new to this blog~

Note : Here is an article entitled "Smokers are all stupid" by Mr. Louis from www.suckball.com, it's witty, it's funny...so go and fuckin read it. And for those uninitiated or amazingly dumb ppl who doesnt know where to click to read that article.. here it is in simple English --> Click HERE!! or Here

.: LateNiteMondayShow :.

2004-11-02T04:42:00.002+08:00

Juz got back home not long ago..so i decided to do some quick update for this blog so that aly will stop breathing down my neck..although i know she's still gonna scream at me coz the post she is waitin for me to update is below..and not craps like this...hahah!

Anywayz~ yes i know..today is a monday..and these guys are all nutz for hangin out wif a full timer bummer like me who don't haf to worry about class the next morning ... but wat the heck~ i think we had quite a good time.

The plan was for us to head over to Rainer's1 place to play a game of squash after dinner time..and naturally after dinner means sometime around 9.30 - 10 pm....(hey~ we are malaysians...dinner time is normally 8-9....ok mayb most ppl haf dinner at 6-7...so wat? back to the story).

Anyway we got our game started at 10 pm or so..and here are some of the pics :


Crossing path wif Desmond	Check out that stance!

Syafiq n Rainer dukin' it out!	Syafiq wif his backhand return!

Stretch for the ball!	What a stance! Another one! =P

The Undefeated Champ of the Day: Rainer Yong

Because he was the camera man, there was no pic of Mr. Jared in action..but i got this pic of him grinning like the Cheshire Cat!

So there we were playing till 12 am went the guard knock on the door and say there were alot of complaints about the noise we made...geez wat spoil sport..and you know whats funny?

About 3-5 minutes after we stopped playing, some lady in one of the flat started singing karaoke!! how's that for some noise! >=)

It's 12 am, you've just finished exercising by playing squash..what's the next sensible thing for you to do then?? Take a dip in the swimming pool...duh~!

I know..you cant see nuts in that picture..but hey..due to convenience..the only camera i had is my Sony Ericsson P800 mobile phone. (So now u guys know..p800 has lousy camera..oh btw all pictures above were taken wif the same camera..if u havent figured that out by now...) neway...im sure u can see the shimering reflection of the water in the pool..me and wei sheong are actually posing in the pictures..tuff luck ladies ;)

Obviously..after all those activities..our stomach was playing the drums so fast and hard they make blink 182's drummer look like an amateur. So here are the pics of what we had...


.: BEFORE :.

.: AFTER :.

5 guys,1 court,1 pool, 10 dish, and atleast 14 cups of assorted drinks plus plenty of perverted comments (Ah SheONG!!!) and stupid dumb jokes to laugh our silly asses off... now that's what you call a late nite outing.

.: One-itis :.

2004-11-01T17:11:00.001+08:00

..im suffering from one-itis...whats it you ask?? well i cant really tell but here's an analogy of one-itis. 10 bux says u wont understand anything once ur done reading it and another 10 bucks says you will know who it is refering to =

ps. dun bother askin me directly what is one-itis...i wont be telling..

Dixon is a lousy baseball player but somehow managed to get himself signed up as a rookie hitter in some major league team. So in his first few games, he goes up to swing the bat at pitches from a typical major league pitcher.The pitcher is someone who happens to be worthy to be on a major league team.
He keep striking out because, well, he's so far in his life
been a lousy baseball player. But it's cool to be on a major league team... and
he don't want to get cut. So if he want to stay on the team, he have to learn to
hit.

He goes to his coach and ask, "Coach, I'm hitting lousy against this one pitcher, can you tell me how I can get a hit through that one pitcher?"
The coach says, "Your problem isn't that one pitcher, your problem is that you're a lousy hitter and have never played in the majors. Just practice with the team and play through the season against other pitchers and by the end of the season you'll be in good form.
And, who knows, you may even run up against that one pitcher at the end of the season after you've gained all your new skills and be able to get a hit off him then."

Dixon, who doesn't understand or accept what the coach is saying responds with, "But coach, I want to hit good against that one pitcher now! How is finishing up the season with field training and practice going to help me against that one
pitcher now?"

It doesnt...but that's life, what you want might not be what you get..so give it up and listen to the coach kiddo~ stop yourself from suffering one-itis

Disclaimer : If somehow, by chance you were driven to insanity while reading all this garbage that i juz spew without explanation or further elaboration of what it is..you don't haf the right to sue me...why?

coz i said so...so there!~

.: EmbarassingMoment :.

2004-10-27T19:23:00.001+08:00

Alrite, I was feelin up to it..so i thought of ranking the most embarassing and stupid things i've ever done in my life that i can still remember...but rankin em is juz too tough...so..... instead im gonna list em down and you guys can determine which is the most embarassing and stupid one for me...

That's right..im feelin generous...and im lettin everyone ridicule me as much as they want!!! why you ask?? well simply bcoz im bored..and ive recently done one of the things on the list...how recent, u ask? yday nite... >.<

COMING SOON!~ =P

.: GuysNFootball :.

2004-10-25T19:00:00.001+08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED 2 - 0 ARSENAL

It's really amazing how someone's mood can be changed drastically over a game of football...but it's true!! You could say i was feelin a bit down, sad and ultimately bored before this game. So me and my buddies decide to head on down to Souled Out, Sri Hartamas to catch this big showdown wif a bunch of other mad cheering die-hard fans like us!! And boy was it worth it!!! I haf to admit, even though im a die hard Red Devils- the Gooners attackin set pieces and moves were better than us...but they never looked like beating us! The game was pretty even in every area of the field no matter what Arse' Wenger and Arsenal claims.
When the first goal went in~ I was practically jumping up and down finishin up the beer i had in hand and high-fiving every other Man U fans around me. A stranger even pushed a bottle of beer at my way when he see's that im out of beer..although i was really bloated with beer at that time..I took it happily and "cheers" wif him. So you ask yourself...what happens when the 2nd goal was scored??? I went on another jumpin spree!! only this time..i decide my chair wud be a good spot to jump up and down on!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Remember how i said i was bloated wif beers after the 1st goal?? I guess i was wrong..coz when the 2nd goal came..all of us were so ecstaticly happy that i bottoms up on that bottle of beer... im juz glad i didnt puke from drinkin too much beer too quickly and on an empty stomach... I'll be posting up a few pics tat i took from that nite soon!! =)

.: AStory :.

2004-10-24T15:41:00.004+08:00

I expected to meet my first love in a magical way. Not necessarily “knight on white horse” magical, but I had a definite picture in my head – tall, blond, chiseled body, deep voice, designer clothes. He would be romantic smart and very witty. He would be perfect. One day he did come along, my perfect love, although his perfection wasn’t quite there- at first.

He was 5 years older than I and about 5 inches shorter. He had a high squeaky voice, considering he was nineteen at the time, and a scrawny little body. He wasn’t what you would call “good-looking”

We met at the beach. A mutual friend introduced us. He was annoying and kept cracking jokes and flirting with me. Somehow, he ended up giving my friends and me a ride home that night.

I rolled my eyes as the car pulled up to us. The brakes were shot, the door was broken, and he had to sit on a phone book to actually see over the dashboard. I could not help but laugh at the situation. How embarrassing, I thought. But he was far from embarrassed. He kept cracking jokes about his “trusty steed” and haf us all laughing to tears. We stopped off at his house on the way home and I asked him if I could use his bathroom. He stopped turned and said, “Yes, but…those who use my bathroom must give me their phone numbers.” He was grinning.

“Whatever, Here.” I jotted down my number and then sought out the bathroom.

I guess you could say that was where it all started. We became friends instantly. He would take me out to dinner and to the movies. He even brought me as his date to a Halloween party and stayed by my side the whole night. That Halloween was the night I realized that Nicky was more to me than just a friend. We came to the party as “hitch hikers that escaped from prison” and won the prize for most creative costume.

His creativity and silliness was what did it. That’s how he won my heart. I was in love with this beautiful friend.

Did I tell him? Oh, no way! I was very proud…and very stubborn. I had been hurt many times before meeting Nicky, and needless to say, had learned that love confessions are dangerous. But this was different; it felt for real.

We had been friends for almost a year and knew each other inside out. I knew that he liked me. He told me so all the time. I was confused. I didn’t want to ruin the amazing friendship we had.

I hid my feelings for him for another year. It drove me crazy. He gave up on me and got a girlfriend, and I dated off and on; thus we grew apart. I was never happy with any other guy. I compared every date and hug and voice to his. It hurt inside, and I denied my own true feelings and hid them very well until one day…

He had just broken up with his girlfriend, and I called out of the blue. He asked if I wanted to come over and watch a movie, and I agreed.

“We have some catching up to do,” he whispered, his voice giving me chills.

“Yeah, you’re right. I’ve missed ya…you haven’t grown have you?” I joked.

“Just come over,” he laughed. So I did.

It felt good to be back. I threw my arms around him immediately as I walked through the door. Our eyes met awkwardly, and I pulled away.

We talked about our lives, each other and ourselves. We talked for hours, about everything and anything until silence interrupted our conversation.

I had always wondered how it would feel to kiss him – soft, sloppy, passionate?

And in that moment I decided that I needed to know. Our eyes met, and I leaned in and kissed him. His lips were soft, the kiss perfect. I was floating in his touch, his arms, and his affection. It had been two years of flirting and friendship, and finally we were trapped in the moment between our own true feelings.

I spilled to him the truth about my feelings. I told him how scared I was that I would lose him as a friend, but that he had become much more than that to me. I told him that I had never cared about someone this way. I told him that he was beautiful and that I was falling in love with him. I even began to cry.

He smiled and kissed me lightly on the cheek. “I love you, too,” he whispered. “And I know how you feel. We go perfectly together, Becca.”

“I know, Nicky.” At this moment he was the most beautiful person I had ever seen, every inch, up to his perfect ears. His voice was music, his touch tender. That was when our friendship became more. We were in love.

Months passed and our stability floundered. Love is a roller coaster, and I must admit sometimes all the turns and twists made me sick. But through everything we had an amazing and beautiful relationship. He taught me how to love and admired my passion for life. He instilled confidence in me and supported my individuality.

Love has a tendency to fade. Ours did.
We had given each other a lot, including the confidence to grow into our own people, and ultimately, to grow apart. One day, I just didn’t see the love in his eyes any more. Hiss kiss was different. We both felt the slow drift apart, yet neither of us really wanted to admit that our fire was blowing out. We had been together for a year and a half and, secretly, I knew, no longer.

Although our relationship ended, our connection stayed strong. My friends had always warned me never to date your best friend. That you will ruin your friendship and it can never be the same again.

Three years later, he remains one of my best friends. We have changed and grown. I am involved with someone new and wonderful, and so is he. And yet we still remain major priorities in one another’s lives.

The fantasy of my magical man has faded, and I no longer search for perfection. I know that it doesn’t exist. What I do know is that love is mysterious, and beautiful and oftentimes, very unexpected.
- Rebecca Gabrielle Saunders

.: BlameTheLaptop :.

2004-10-21T14:35:00.001+08:00

Rite..first thing first...for those who are saying im a lazy arse who has already got bored of blogin...All i gotta say is "It wasn't me!"

Seriously!! i wrote like 50,000 words to show that this blog is really full of rambling nonsense but just when i was about to click "Publish Post" my laptop decide to play a game of hide and seek..~ yeap.. the whole screen went missing!! obviously..i was suppose to count till 100 b4 i start lookin..but 10 second later i found my screen back but my 50,000 words draft was still hiding..and..yes i admit.. i couldnt find it.. i guess im bad at this game called hide and seek.

ps : told you guys im great at description..oh wait...im great at exagerating!

What's been going on the past few days?? well nothing really interesting actually, everybody else's are having doomsday looming up on them or are actually going through d-day...

So i'll be like "hey! wanna catch a movie??"
And the replies i get range from "I've gotta cram for my exams next week!" to "I'm having exam week!!"

oh yeah..most of em takes lesson from me..that is..they all do their studying last minute. No one really know wats the meaning of studying consistently. Does that word even exist??

Nah, im juz kiddin~ i'm pretty sure most of them only take lessons from me in exagerating, thats y i nvr believe them when they say "I'm doom! I havent studied at all" ....they all try so hard to be like me. >=)

.: Back2Blog :.

2004-10-15T15:14:00.001+08:00

Demanding blogder* : This Blardy IdioT's blog is barely 1 week old and he's bored of it!! #$*%&%&#$*!

Me : hell yeah~ so wat if im bored of it by now??

RIte~ just kiddin...no im not bored of this yet..i might in another week or 2...or perhaps another year..who knows?? but im definitely not bored of this yet..hahah

Curious blogder : So what's been keepin u away from ur blog??

good question~ the answer would be.. I want to be able to post this :

I've been really busy with stuff in my life lately, therefore i havent had the time to update this blog.
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Busy wif wat?? nope~~ no life here...seriously!! when ur stuck at home for 2 days in a row doing nothing but sleep, watch tv and eat...ur pretty much lifeless...
Not to mention shows that i watch includes the likes of Kim Possible, Totally Spies, Even Stevens, Lizzie McGuire, Lilo & Stitch, Hercules ... you know ur life is in a total wreck...

Rite..for those of u who are actually paying attention...yeah those are all shows from the Disney channel....hEy~ i got a lil sis..and no one says "NO" to her during her tv time...

.:The Little Devil Herself:.

still..i manage to catch a whole load of other cool shows n programmes (actually..some of those shows on disney are pretty good..wif the exception of Totally Spies, the afore-mentioned shows were pretty funny n entertaining- back to the topic).... like what u ask??

For Love or Money 3 - A 2 hour premierre featuring 16 contestant and about 12 hot chiq?? (how the other 4 was selected...i haf no idea..) That on its own is a good enuff reason to catch this show..throw in some of the twisted evil plot that the producer of the show come up wif?? BrilliaNt!
p.s: im gonna be bloggin about this show sooner or later...



.: Is she HOT or what??!!! :.

Smallville : I know, i know...most of u out there are probably already hooked on to this..but i never really bothered back when i had a life (i would like to think i used to haf a life)...anyway...Kristin Kreuk as Lana Lang? Plus the fact i used to be a sucker for the Superman series on tv last time? It's a no brainer im gonna be tuning in every week.

Stupid Behaviour Caught on Video : Need i say more??

Ed : About a lawyer fired from a big firm for fuckin up once and when he reached home, he found his wife getting a special delivery from the postman..(poor sucker...) Naturally he decides to return to his hometown called Stuckyville and later decides to buy a bowling alley and runs his own law firm IN that same bowling alley after bumping into his highschool sweetheart/crush who has now stop being a head cheerleader bimbo and is actually a high school teacher!!

ps. Rite...u ppl who know me well enough must be thinking.."hmm, ironic"..or.. "sounds familiar"...

and...there's a bunch of others too..but after all that..i think im gonna take a break now..

* Blogder - a play of words between Blog-Reader, hence Blogder...i totally rip this off some other blog...so wat?? sue me!

.: NobodyKnows :.

2004-10-13T20:41:00.001+08:00

Wish I told her how I feel,
Maybe she'd be here right now but instead...

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me

Lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be loving you still

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow morning, I'm a hit a dusty road
Gonna find you, where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna load my heart and hope you come back to me

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

.: ExtraVideo :.

2004-10-12T16:47:00.001+08:00

Remembered what i said about the lady and the cab ?? well...

juz check this out...

now if only i had caught what i saw on vid...i wud send it to that website...although..they wud probably rejected it bcoz it was juz plain too hideous for public's viewing >=)

btw..for those who suffered heart attack or traumatic shock due to clicking on that sumo link in the previous post....

pls dun sue me~ and i did drop a warning didn't i??

neway..dun worry about clicking the link above..its rated G or perhaps PG13...
nothing hideous or shocking about that link..juz hilarious so...CLICK IT!!!

.: LostForWords :.

2004-10-12T14:08:00.001+08:00

Hmm... just yesterday, my head was filled with so much nonsense to blog that i was pretty sure that i wud bore the hell out of anyone reading this. Guess what? i found out that sleeping at 6 am and waking up at 2 pm really does make your brain slowwwww..neway the thing is, if i had any creative juice yesterday...it's pretty much gone...for now anyway.

Something that i remembered, there i was yday...talking to aly while running through her blog when i notice this..

"Other things sighted in KLCC:
... elderly ang moh woman with saggy boobs who wasnt wearing a bra"
initial response ? ...ewwww!
But all this mention of saggy boobs reminded me of a lil encounter of my own.. hahha (i bet aly's keepin her eye peeled out for this..after waiting so long =p)
It was about 2-3 years ago during new years eve..a bunch of us was chilling out at Bangsar and while walking along the road crowded wif a bunch of peeps drinkin, yellin and generally enjoyin themselves.. me and another guy caught this lady tryin to get out of the taxi while carrying her handbag (if u ask me..it was more like a suitcase!) and before we knew it...all of a sudden her top fell off...literally...and we cud see the shock on her face wif accidentally exposin her boobs in the middle of the streets filled wif party goers.. -_-
...the horror...for me and my fren that is...frankly speaking..we couldn't care less for that poor thing.. no offense to neone but she was obese...im talking about SUMO size! (Warning: 18 sx/sg/pl this aint a pretty sight, a reason y i didnt juz upload the pic)
that scene is etched into my head...btw i may haf exaggerated a lil bit...but i think i was pretty much accurate with description...
oh no wait!
....i suck at description...

.: StartingOff :.

2004-10-11T05:22:00.001+08:00

Alrite, after days of getting inspired to do my own blogging...I've finally settled down here ;)

Although there's alot of nonsense that i would luv to start rambling about right away~ this first post is juz so that i would be able to edit this blog's template and etc...

Will be back with the real stuff soon!